zittos):

I'M GONNA DESIGN A NEW PICTURE FOR MY BLOG, YES, THIS, AND I'M DESIGNING IT. HAND-DRAWN, AND THAN SCANNED INTO THE COMP FOR PHOTOSHOPPING. ((:

I JUST NEED INSPIRATION. OR PROBABLY, I'LL JUST CHAPALANG AND LET THOSE EMOTIONS TAKE OVER MY MIND AND THE HAND. THAN YAY! NEW BLOGSKIN. WELL, AT LEAST NEW PICTURE.

WELL, SOON. I HOPE

NOW, I HAVE 2 BIG WORRIES. ZITS & PW.

LIKE WOAH. THE TERROR OF EVERYTHING WOULD BE OF COURSE ZITS LA. ITS LIKE HAVING SO MANY MINI VOLCANOES ON YOUR FACE. AND ITS ITCHING LIKE MAD YO!

IN YOUR FACE! IN YOUR FACE! TIAYU, SEE! :D you're reminded.. (:

and i have pw meeting tmr. and informal meeting. eh, what happened to my caps! OH YEAH.

IM FEELING DOWN TODAY.
I WENT TO BUY LOADS OF STUFF. THOSE CHEAPSKATE KIND. HAHAHAHAHA.
NO WONDER THERE'S NO EFFECT.
PERHAPS SHOPPING ON A GLOOMY MOOD DOESN'T HELP AT ALL.

i need sunblock. and i have to use it. if not i think my mom will blast my head off. ):

one of the very few days that i get to dine at home with home-cooked food. slurps.

disadvantage: due to the bery nice food my mom has made, i'll tend to eat more. therefore, super full. like NOW..

i think im growing fatter. sdlkfhulseuifnsdkljfnhkjdnf. i hope the 2.4km x 2 and 4km x 1 every week would help shed pounds. and i mean POUNDS. ): and of course, the unofficial rugby games we're gonna have. (: its definitely way better than running, alone, with my mp3. oh so sad. hahaha! at the ulu ulu bedok stadium....

most of our status are confirmed. leaving or staying. retaining or promoting. yada yada and whatever shit.

i'll miss those who're leaving. and try to appreciate those who're staying. HAHAHAHA. KIDDENG. (:

i'm having a zit break out all over my face. argh!! so irritating okay.

just ended a short call with yogi. short enough for me to control my tears, before i bawl my eyes over the phone. i would have sounded super dumb, but hey, it's yogi bear. my dearest sec 1 class monitor. )):

and now, im bawling my eyes out while typing this out.

this stupid ass is going to move over to america tomorrow and i can't make it. probably, this would have been better? so that i won't cry like mad when i see him enter the departure hall, with his parents. but of course, the disadvantages of not going would be that i won't be able to give him a hug that is.

thank you for the times when we stood firm for one another against this girl in sec 1.
thank you for the times when we were having fun laughing like mad in the prefects room.
thank you for the times when you were there for me to bawl my eyes out.
thank you for the times when you kept disturbing me and this another guy.
thank you for the times when you laughed at a cold joke and we all laugh at your laughter and not the joke
thank you for the times when you were there to teach me my homework.
thank you for the times when you taught us how to scold people in very very profound english.
thank you for the times at the corridor early in the morning before school starts, where we will be listening to your iRiver with your old school songs.
thank you for being twittish with me

thank you for everything. (:

words cant really say how much i lub you. but i guess there's a limit to everything. *hugs

hope you get a blonde chick as a girlfriend.
hope you dont get laid on your prom over there. *smirks. HAHA. you said you wouldnt anyway!
hope you'll be back fast. during the hols so we can go out and take a chill pill.

you'll always be remembered and missed and lubbed.

:(

okay fine, <3

mohawk.

due to my digustingly disgusting results, i've probably lost a space in the competitive team. i'm on the fence. and if i were to retain, i'll probably just leave school. (: but no, im staying. i guess i'll have to reply on the common test to pull myself up to the competitive team. argh. b,sdjfnlaefnsjkefnkjsend!!! so depressing. i bawled my eyes out in the toilet. and felt way better after that (:

rugby is simply amazing. actually, i dont see any disadvanatges of rugby. can jf, make new friends, go crazy, yada yada. probably there's only 1 minor flaw in it, that is you're at higher risk of getting more pimples. HEH. i love the sun.

rugbying with the guys rocks as well. hahaha. cos they're all just so funneh. heh. funneh. funneh.

okay, the sun caused me headache and fever. as in, fever right now. not to mention, sunburns. i'm like chaotah. ryan said, "aiyo, why you become so black?"

i think the fever has come to stay cos our usual training times are like kinda different from today's? usually, we'll have it at the evening. but today, we had it at 1230pm. till about 2pm. rested for awhile than continued playing till 6. THAT'S WHY. the sun was like super hot lah, can't even open my eyes to play the game.

oh, & we were talking about confirmation names. 1 of my friend intended to put her boyfriend's name as the confirmation name. so, it'll be something like,

ashley edison tan
or
lynette keanu lee / lynette gerard lee / lynette harry lee.

HAHAAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAH. SHIT. i know, i need to eat medication soon. heh.

38.3. well done. i cant go for tmr's comp alr. ): sudden intense fever of 38.3. %*&^%(%^(!!!!

i'm yawning as we communicate. therefore, i should just follow where my legs bring me to, the bed. oh the wonderful glorious bed. teeheehee.

i dont wanna get sick.

got back our results, nothing to be proud of. seriously.

ain't gonna be saint, like giving speeches to those who made it or those who didnt made it. i'm in no position to do that. moreover, i'm not feeling exactly happy. so now what? you want me to be hypocritical and be happy for people who got promoted and depressed cos my friends didn't make it? whats your point? hypocrisy? can you cross that out?

and i seriously don't see how far simpang bedok and blk 85 can get. inconvienient? YEAH, TAMPINES IS TOO FAR TOO. be like that. smoke your life away. you disgusting liar. you said you quit smoking. to think i was proud of you. i feel disgusted now, being proud for the wrong stuff. i don't know why am i being so sensitive about this shit. probably because you freaking lied to your 4 year friend. four years, you idiot, 4 damned years, you asshat. and the others!? go on. get influence by your other classmates, pick it up la. well done. you deserve a nobel prize. *clap *clap.

to think we cared & all shit. just to think we cared. i think we are probably the only 2 highly wanted patients for IMH that actually bothers.

jksehfiuefnlisudfnlsanefjlndfjklansduih.

NO SE.....

hello earthlings!

enjoy this video. AHAHAHA. don't laugh okay. i think its nice. HAHAHAHAHAHA oh shutup. (:




oh, since one&only has had her affair with edc made public, i shall too (:


introduce you all to my other guy(: . besides keanu reeves and gerard way.



teeheehee:D

NO SE....... i can't get that song outta my head and it's all because of this guy above! HAHA

EH NEH NEH, i want a pic with him above too. HAHAHA.

im your great grandaunt's bff

bahh! duihgasjdenmksmf;lksegjh!!! oserjakmdfksnvf NANDESKA!!!

argh!

it felt great to be playing on the pitch again. felt contented, satisfied. and rather happy. but i've been getting humongous blisters on my foot and thus, the excessive peeling of skin. i feel like a reptile now. but hey, no pain no gain. Pw is simply just sucking the youth and blood out of me. i feel old and unwanted, like im some divorcee who is unfortunately clinging onto this disgusting piece of property that my old man left me - PW. urgh. but soon, soon, i'll be able to get rid of it. muahahahaha. oh the humanity. and pass it on to the future.

what the hell am i talking about?

yawkhong came up and counted the number on pimples i had on my face. sickening. i bet that's the most devastating thing that could ever happen on such a cool & rainy day. although i aided him in counting my pimples. -.- it was a freaking 5. A BIG 5. whoosh. like what's the world becoming too?

even my mom, has taken a certain liking for grey's anatomy, a show which she felt it was rather nonsensical in the past. and now, she's hogging onto the remote control like no one's business. i didn't even had the chance to watch my scooby doo please. like urgh. i think one day, i shall, with my superb art skills, make a remote control look alike for her and steal the original remote control away. HAHAHA. i'd probably be owning the entire universe. like how cool is that? i'll get most of the materialistic wants i want. and i will be jealous no more of those rich ass friends of mine. teeheehee. perfect idea. i think i should work on it now. i shall do my PI, EOM, &WR. forget about InR, afterall, in the real world, i doubt anybody would care for how you felt. like who will give a shit to how you felt during the process of the project? my mom doesn't even care.

lectures in school now are a waste of time. you have no idea how agonising it was to stay awake for a 2 hr econs lecture, 2 hour cheena lecture and 2 of pw. by the end of it, i had almost plucked out every single hair on my head.

oh, & i dropped my disco light shiny rubberband on the field today while running after grace and i couldn't find it. apparently i had to choose between a rubberband, that costs a dollar or touch an opponent in game that was on her way to score on the try line. i chose to latter. no la, i'm not that woah, i just didnt know what i was thinking. no, actually, i didnt realise my rubber band dropped until i tapped grace.

i couldnt find it afterwards ): see grace, i sacrifice for you lehxzsxs.

i think i shall go hunt for it tmr. afterall, i miss grass. hur hur

what was this entry about anyway?

can you read in between the lines?

promos should go screw it's ancestors.

im feeling very flustered. i can't put it to words.

i want to cry.

i need advice.

i effing need some assurance.

i need companion.

my neh neh pok is the best! (:

look what neh neh pok did and made me smile like mad!? HAHA. stupid bitch, i didnt know she was so talented. lub her. <3

BWAHAHAHAH! ME AND GERARD WAY! OH MAN, no matter what happens, i still think he's the hottest. so what if he's a drunkard at times and used to take drugs!? IF YOU CANT'T SEE, HERE'S THE IMAGE! (: (i'm so happy with the photo i tell you. lol.)



BUT! she just had to choose a super unglam photo of me! it was taken like after i ran my sdjkfhaksjhdstupidjksfhosuhfij 2.4km. argh. HAHA, but it's okay, i lub it still. i think i shall print 9789434364248 copies of this and paste it all over my room. than my mom will think i've officially gone mad and thus send me to IMH and tada, im free, mentally. (: i'll be on drip than i'll get skinneh. and after being skinneh, i'll tell my parents & the doc that im fine than i can go become a model or actress or air stewardess or some hot chick. or i'll probably fly to new jersey and find gerard way. just kidding. HAHAHA.

MUAHAHAHAHA (:

okay, THIS IS MY NEH NEH POK!




apparently, there's only both of us cos you wont see any normal female having 3 breasts. so therefore, neh neh poks. ((: HAHAH!

our r/s:
i know her in touchrugby and she happens to know my one&only(ashley) and also happens to know some of my sec sch friends that gang. she's as mad as me, so don't get deceived by looks. MWAHAHAHAHA. she's a mad cow that never fails to stun me with her speech, which after that, would make me burst into laughter. although there was a period of time that she went missing, she'll always be my nnp. cos she has the ability to force me to say stuff. HAHAHAHA. NO LAH. KIDDING. she somehow has the ability to make you tell her what happened to you.

nono, she doesn't take a knife and point it at your neck so as to force you. she doesnt

im serious. lol. she doesn't

if she does, just say that she'll have shinsplint and she'll scream like mad.

ohoh, she's also part of the old school gang! ((: MWAHAHAHA.

i can't wait for tuesday! LOL. im sure nnp will make my day again! :D

just an observation

sometimes, people try so hard to fit in till they've changed to a different person. a person who isn't real, no feelings, just like a puppet for you to manipulate. and when that person gets exposed, who do you blame? the person? or the people he/she was trying so hard to fit in to?

many would often blame the person. what he/she should have stood on his own. shouldn't be that spineless. cliques are not important. you come to school to study and not involve yourself in such stuff and whatever shit there is to say.

but have you really spare a thought for the person? like how much he/she really really want to feel belonged? like how much he/she don't want to labelled as an outcast, being ostracized by tonnes just because of a certain trait he/she was born with. have you guys, who blame the person, ever even tried to be in his/her shoes just for a minute?

have you ever thought that whenever some people spit out vulgarities, it's actually a for reason? like how insecure they feel about the stuff that are happening around them. how frustrated they feel but no one understands? or the slightly immature ones would think that by spitting vulgarities gets you friends cos all those vulgar words are a lingo in the school system. or probably, the speaking of obscenities would mean 'help me.'

they do all this, just to get friends.

people really try that hard. and when we find out certain stuff, we doubt. we make fun. we despise. we sympathise. we mimick. we do all the wrong stuff. not the right stuff.

where is the love?

rather, we should appreciate.

im ashamed. i've been on both sides. and i fucking know how it feels.

im loss for words.

certain stuff need to be found out, not told.

Outdoor PE was a disaster. It was a failed attempt of the school, trying to act cute, by asking us to go to Botanical Gardens to do orienteering. The gate entrance itself was like 6548967564miles away from the spot they wanted us to meet them. Okay, probably we walked to wrong way. But whatever crap was that, we were already perspiring before Outdoor PE started. The weather there was just simply too humid.

And it poured like frankenstein when we started our hunting. IT LITERALLY POURED I TELL YOU. Although we had fun play in the rain and laughing at some guy who sat under a fern to protect himself from the rain. And when his friends gave him an umbrella, he held the umbrella and refuse to budge. WE WERE LAUGHING LIKE MAD. And after the rain got even more heavier, he finally left. MUAHAHAHA, all of us went to sit under the fern, just to imitate and irritate him.

I KNOW WE'RE DAMN IRRITATING. HAHA. BUT I LIKE, SO WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT!?

you know, certain stuff are really not be told, but to be found out by
yourself. there's no point in me telling you, trust me, there's no point.
especially the obvious facts that are looming all over. and it gets more and
more irritating by the day when you keep on pestering me about irrelevant
stuff.

DO YOU SEE A DIFFERENCE IN TODAY'S POST!? I DO! (:

i went church

i think im back for good. (: its near wifey's home anyway. lol. should go speedlight next week, could probably relate more than the main service.

ipody out of stock ):

it's great to talk to tiffio again. (: as mad as ever. lol

okay. botanic gardens, here i come.

yawns.

keanu

i hate this! i have a mental block whenever i come to this page! it's like "what the hell are you doing here?" &^%(^!

anyway, this post might come a little early, cos today's the official day to end promos, however, i'm having one last paper tomorrow, which is the STUDY OF VISUAL ARTS.

study okay, study! don't pray pray. sounds so cheem and solemn. but actually, it's just art history lah. examiners ALWAYS try to make themselves sound so profound, however, failing miserably. tsk tsk.

i think i'm officially mad over keanu reeves, although, i admit that i should have been googoogahgah-ing at him like 6 years ago? actually, as a matter of fact, i did. teeheehee.

and sylvia will go, 'what's with you and keanu reeves.'
and elana will go, 'but he's so old!'
and steph will go, 'nette, you're really mad over him!'

i know he's old. but the ability to maintain such charisma and hotness*melts is simply amazing. he's 43, but he looks like as if he's in his late 30's. and and and there are so much stuff to talk about him.

actually, age does matter. HAHAHA. im not like sylvia! who goes into political relationship okay! LOL. and she says she's gonna photoshop my photo and put keanu reeves with mine! and i SHALL be the happiest girl in the universe! im gonna use that as my good luck charm, until i get sick of him. which i doubt will ever happen.

i wanna get ipod video fast! :D so i can put videos of him in constantine, matrix, sweet nov... all in it! and i shall bawl my eyes out when he suffers. HIAK

no worries, gerard way is still my number one! :D

and teachers, have a whopping good time marking those scripts! (:

I GOT TAGGED BY ATIQAH AZMAN! (:

i lub her man! my oh-so-belo asm! remember the days... *shut up lar lynette. LOL . ive done this before, but anyway.

List out your top 5 b'day presents u wish for:
1. clothes!
2. new boots
3. sports shoe
4. black eyeshadow
5. a gathering!


The person who you took this survey from: nuratiqahazman

Your relationship with her is: crazy friends! :D belo.

Your 3 impressions of her: belo, mad, crazy! (HAHAHAHAH BELO! )

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: just by being there la!

The most memorable words he/she had said to you: 'shit shit shit!'

The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is: MEETUP

If he/becomes your lover, you will: become more belo and just simply die.

If he/she becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be: IDK!

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: curl up her hair!

Your overall impression of him/her is: a very very good & belo friend

How do you think people around you will feel about you?: crazy! some mad ones think im emo. -.-

The character(s) you love about yourself is/are: the ability to feign ignorance on certain subjects!

The character(s) you hate of yourself is/are: this

The most ideal person you want to be is: myself.

For people that care and like you, say something to them: lub you!

Pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you
1) elana!
2) jannie!
3) steph!
4) mathew!
5) weechew!
6) george!
7) ashley!
8) xiaoting!
9) sirhan!
10) william!

-Who is no.10 having relationship with?
WILLIAM idunno!himself? zilian(:

-Is no.5 a male or female?WEECHEW half. KIDDING! :D full male!

-If no.4 and 2 are together? MAT & JANNIE i would really sufffer then. LOL. nono. jannie can't stand mat's nonsense.:D

-What is no.1 studying about? ELANA. ME! i meant, same as me! math, art lit econs

-When was the last time you had a chat with no 3? STEPH! yesterday!

-What kind of music band does no.8 like? XIAOTING likes EMO EMO songs(:

-Does no.9 have any siblings? SIRHAN yes! sista~

-Will you woo no.6 ? GEORGE! he has a gf and belongs to sirhan sometimes.... LOL

-How about no.7 ? ASHLEY! so many eyecandies but only one one&only. LOL

-Is no.4 single? MAT, yes, but he fell in love with the build-a-bear girl while making a birthday present for me. how can

-What is the nickname of no.5? WEECHEW, CHEWY!

-What is the nickname of no. 10? WILLIAM, umm, WILLIAM LA.

-What is the hobby of no.1? ELANA, eat! & makes us laugh

.-Do no.2 and 7 get along well? JANNIE & ASHLEY, they dont know each other

-Where is no.3 studying at?STEPH, SRJC! (:

-Talk something casually about no. 8? XIAOTING, rugby!

-Have you tried developing feelings for no.1?ELANA, i tried, but i couldnt. HAHAHA hello? no incest pls. LOL. my jie mui la!

-Where does no.9 live at?SIRHAN, sembawang!

-What color does no.6 like? GEORGE, huh.... idk.

-Are no.4 and 2 best friends?JANNIE & MAT good friends!

-Does no.7 likes no.8? ASHLEY & XIAOTING! yes,! friends friends!

-How do you get to know no.3? STEPH, SRJC ALL FOR YOU.

-Does no.10 have any pets? WILLIAM, nope!

-Is no.10 the sexiest person in the world? WILLIAM, HAHAHAHA. he claims to be 'hot' & 'cool', shall see huh. LOL

-Your views on no.1? ELANA! MY JIEMUI FOR LIFE! erjie!

okay done! although im like redoing everything, but the diff is that the names have changed!

I LOVED LAST NIGHT! sounds wrong. -.-

I HAD SWEETDREAMS LAST NIGHT! i dreamt about KEANU REEVES! HO MY GOSH! i was super reluctant to wake up okay! but i woke up eventually, to the smell of rubber.

i slept with nette jr and gilberts! :D